i am $1200 in debt to people. i had to call my mom to ask for help. i feel like jumping off a bridge. i hope you're doing better than i am, and this was a life lesson, and you're fixed.

chuck norris is my boyfriend

sup! its the queen of drunk here....lots of good stuff to report.

DH's birthday was yesterday :) so cute, my little old head. monday night all the boys went bowling so me and meg decorated their living room and his room and all and surprised him when they got back. it was really adorable.

then yesterday i had to babysit for like...ever (nine hours. ACK). i got to take K to tumbletown, which is actually a really cool place (big trampoline...of course i loved it). then i brought her by the house to show her off. everyone loved her. it was really fun, i just have a feeling shes gonna drive me crazy.

so when we got back it was time to drink...and that i did. i got SOOOOOOO fucked up. i cant remember half the night. did some shots of tequila (<3) and went to the bar with bill. made out with bill. got some random guy to buy me a shot. broke bill's bottle while trying to do the tap thingy (dont really remember that part). apparently yelled at DH bc he said he didnt kno if he was gonna be able to 'perform'. i was yelling "you better be able to! i have to fuck you tonight!" hahahaha. came back to the house. made out w/ DH. did some other stuff with DH. then got really sick. puked on megs stuff. woke up at 10:28, two minutes before i was supposed to be at work. drove to red lion still drunk and watched some kids all day. needless to say i took a nap while the baby was sleeping and katrina was watching tv.

i was definitely counting down the seconds till nicole was supposed to get home. K was driving me nuts jumping on me while i was trying to study. i definitely cried on the way home bc i was so stressed and just tired of being around babies. hahah. but i called mommy and she made it all better.

speaking of mommy....lately i've been really upset thinking about the fact that im probably never going to live at home again. it makes me REALLY sad. i think im gonna try to move back home for the summer after graduation just so i can be home. we'll see. i hate living at home for the lack of any social life whatsoever, but its the last change i'll ever have to live with my family :( i love them and im going to miss them so much. damn.

anyway, i have a huge test tomorrow so i gotta study...future me, you already know the results of said test so you're prolly not stressing, but i am. :/